Fun...

I miss fun, goddamn it!  I got to go out to happy hour with my homie for a few hours tonight and had so much fun.  I wanted to keep having FUN...but alas, she had to go do something for her boyfriend and it ended.  I tried to drum up a little more fun but much to my dismay...other people were out having their own brand of fun which I was sitting at home missing out on....while trying wrangle up some more fun.

In all seriousness though...I haven't gotten my fun on for two years.  (partly cuz I was pregger and with a baby) but now she's the ripe old age of 15 months.  Time to grow up and take care of yourself so Mommy can seek out fun and do fun shit again.

I miss my friends.  I used to have tons of friends but being the first one of such friends with a child really throws a damper on your social life.  People invite you places not realizing that someone is eating off your boob so you can't exactly get up and leave...that is just plain rude.  Soon thereafter, the friends and makers of fun forget about you and stop calling.  No one calls...you don't notice until...you are hankering around for fun. 

I'm on a quest for fun.  I moved too...to a different neighborhood where fun is at a minimum.  There are no cool clubs, nothing to walk too and just not fun people around.  Most of them are rather drab and sad sack-like.  It's a real drag when you are out to have some goddamn mother fucking FUN. 

You wanna call you're old friends to participate in fun, but still can't exactly be held to plans in case the child wants to change your plans...You have to remain fairly functionable in case you have to do some caretaking when you get home.  You are scared that their brand of fun might last until 6am which is really bad for the family life.  Sometimes you just think they aren't that fun but you want to find people that want to have fun like you used to have fucking fun a few years ago. 

Anyways, if anyone wants to help me out with the fun department.  I'm available most nights for happy hour and even more available after 9pm (when the baby goes to sleep) until midnight-ish.  I'm down to go gay bar dancing, happy hour crashing and anything else that screams fun.  

Some people want to bring sexy back, I just want to bring fun back.  Please help